Evening Light was my first painting today and Secret Garden was my second. For some inexplicable reason I was able to let loose on that one and thoroughly enjoyed myself. I find it so annoying that I can't just turn that feeling on and off. It hits me at times when I'm not ready for it but this time I just went with it. I'm determined to do more like this in the future. I hate being too controlled and fussy, it stifles my painting instincts.